secret is no longer secret anymore.

DONT ask me wat is it.

i tot i can hide is from everyone forever.

zhi shi bao bu zhu huo de.

now.

next.

tmr.

i dunno how to face her.

i dunno how to face the rest.

hais.

shld i say sorry?

but things had already happened.

no use saying sorry.

i really dunno wat to do.

end here?

move on?

hais.

y is my life getting more messy and messy?!

everything tat had happened really mess up my freaking life.

i hate my life.

i hate myself even more now~!!

sorry i just cant love myself anymore.

i dont wish to recall when is the day u started to be cold towards me.

coz if i do.

i will find myself more fool.

more dumb.

more idiot.

more stupid.

watever~!!

dont worry.

i did not hate u.

and i WONT hate u.

for now and forever.

yup.

if u think tat to leave me u will lead a more happier life.

wat else can i say?

yup.

everyone say tat i had already tried my best.

yes.

i had tried my very best.

so wat?~

i still get back nothing.

u owe me something.

i hope i will get it.

one told me is no longer impt get it or not.

but i dont care.

i just wana get it.

one day one told me tat 'life is not abt love'

next day one told me tat 'life is not abt study'

well~

so who can tell me 'life is abt wat'?

im really lost.